I MISS YOU!!!
this is for you, mr jereme chee
you are always going to be the best maths teacher in my heart
but why do you hve to go off during our exams?
but wheni got problems with my maths i will find you
and i hope you could teach us when u come back
i really hope you can teach us...
but will that happen?
i hope so

why must tis world always be under the control of so call as "cool people"?
than what happen to the others?
get bossed around?
i met some!!!
they dun care abt the others thoughts and feelings
they only care abt what they want and dun care abt the others...
cant they just spare a thought for others?
is it really that hard?
to have everybody's interest at heart?
is it really that hard can i ask?
last year is the same and i bet history is going to repeat itself again
arghhhh!!!
i dun want to care and cant be bothered to care abt it le...
what they going to do and what they want to do just let them be!!!

just came back from my grandma's funeral yesterday night...
i really miss her...
but thinking that i did not cry during the funeral makes me feel that i am cold-blooded and heartless
is not that i dun want to cry is that i cant bring myself to cry
i kept on thinking that she have gone to stop suffering and have a better life at somewhere better
but when i see ppl cry, i would still have no feelings
i really wonder abt myself if i am a human
can anyone tell me?
but i will miss my grandma and nvr forget her
nvr ever forget her
*sobs* :(

i had experienced the worst camp of all camps that i had experienced!!!
got scolded everytime for nothing...
got treated like dogs by ppl of the same age..
cant bathe properly and stupid instructors...
got forced to do things when we dun want to do it...
and meet some arrogant ppl who think they are good and pro...
stupid lor...ass hole..
dun they have some respect to others?
wtf lah they all...
i hate you ppl....
arghhhhh!!!

why do in have to always get scolded for something? why?
why is the god so unfair to me? why?
why is everything not going on smoothly? why?
does it mean that oppsticles keep on popping up on my way of studies and life?
why is it always like this?
does it mean that everything must be solved wih will power to do things or is it just to sit back and relax for problems to go away?
i am tired of all this crap!!!
cant all the problems just go away and dont come back?
i just hope that there is someone to listen to my problems and help me...
arghhhhh!!!
dun care le lah....
i will just throw everything behind and dont care abt it....
let time fade everything away and dont comen back!!!!!


hope everything will go away....

always getting scolded at home! what is the meanin of this? so sick and tired of getting scolded for everything...

tired of getting scolded

can someone save me from this?

cant they just shut up and sit down and be queit for jut one minute?

hate it lah...

i just want everything to go my way for just this once...

and let me have some peace and not get controlled by them everytime...

i am so sick and tired!!!

arghhhhhhhh!!!

i failed my maths again but i made some improvements...hehe:)i am very tired...camp camp camp!!! one camp after another....i am going crazy liao..i think i will die...so many hmwk too..maths and science...tired...hope the year end break will come soon

tired...anyone tired?
Zzzz