just came back from my grandma's funeral yesterday night...
i really miss her...
but thinking that i did not cry during the funeral makes me feel that i am cold-blooded and heartless
is not that i dun want to cry is that i cant bring myself to cry
i kept on thinking that she have gone to stop suffering and have a better life at somewhere better
but when i see ppl cry, i would still have no feelings
i really wonder abt myself if i am a human
can anyone tell me?
but i will miss my grandma and nvr forget her
nvr ever forget her
*sobs* :(